I’ve got blacked out places in my memory.
Like a movie
I can hear the steady crescendo
The colors soften
Time slows
And then black.
Like standing in that bathroom.
Not more than 4 years old
Hearing the words I’ve heard in a thousand pop songs since then
And then black.
And it scares me to think what goes there.
What could’ve happened in that place where I wrote cursive letters in the steam?
But I will never know.
All I know is that I will never have that last piece.
And yet it still keeps coming back to me.
Mulling over those moments
When its quite possible I stopped being a child
And became something more broken.
But I can never answer my own question.
And I can’t remember most things for the next 3 years
Just cuts and pieces
Bright colors and sot voices
But mostly just the blanks spaces.
Mostly just the blank places.
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