I shouldn’t be the one alone.
I shouldn’t be the one shaking and shivering
Because my bones don’t know how to settle on their own.
I’ve done my time being the lonely one.
I’ve delt with unimaginable situations.
Things that no one should have to face.
But I faced them.
Like personal dragons
And I lived.
I lived on.
And now I’m here.
Watching the snow fall
Listening to the saddest music I can find
And thinking I shouldn’t be the alone one.
I shouldn’t have to deal with this on my own.
I know I am capable
But I just don’t like it.
I learned to stand on my own two feet a long time ago
But that don’t mean I hate to sit.
I need a rest.
I’m tired of being the alone one.
Somebody hear this.
Hear this and find me.
Because I’ve been feeling the walls of this hole
And I don’t think I can climb out.