The Lonely One

I shouldn’t be the one alone.

I shouldn’t be the one shaking and shivering

Because my bones don’t know how to settle on their own.

I’ve done my time being the lonely one.

I’ve delt with unimaginable situations.

Things that no one should have to face.

But I faced them.

Like personal dragons

And I lived.

I lived on.

And now I’m here.

Watching the snow fall

Listening to the saddest music I can find

And thinking I shouldn’t be the alone one.

I shouldn’t have to deal with this on my own.

I know I am capable

But I just don’t like it.

I learned to stand on my own two feet a long time ago

But that don’t mean I hate to sit.

No.

I need a rest.

A rest.

I’m tired of being the alone one.

So somebody.

Somebody hear this.

Hear this and find me.

Because I’ve been feeling the walls of this hole

And I don’t think I can climb out.