Missing Home.

If you were here right now

If you were beside me

I would tell you how i missed you

tell you what you meant to  me.

Tell you how sometimes I just get lost,

Just swim through thoughts of how we used to be.

And I miss you now.

How right this moment as the moon rises and the stars swivel acrosss the sky

 I can't help but think of the last time I saw you.

 Standing in that spring mist saying goodbye.

Can't help but think of the way you said you'd see me soon.

Said you'd come right back

You sure as hell never did.

 I was bitter for a long time.

Wanted to forget the way it felt.

The way it felt like I mattered if just for a moment.

But you stole that away.

And I did hate you.

But now I just miss you.

Miss the way I could spend all day laughing with you.

And now it seems like the weeks stretch on without a smile.

So I miss you tonight as I shut off the lights and go to bed alone.

Just know that I miss you.

 You always felt like home.