Different People

A few weeks ago I was mourning my loss of you.

Of you being forever gone.

I thought about how much I’d miss you and how much you meant to me.

But that was weeks ago and I’ve changed, even over the course of one meesly week.

I’ve changed and maybe you’ve changed and when, or if, we meet again you and I won’t be you and I. You’ll be someone new and nameless.

Someone unknown to me.

And I would be someone new too.

Someone eternally changed by the ricocheting words of a new generation.

So this is goodbye.

Goodbye to the people we were when we knew each other.

Goodbye to our quite uncomfortableness.

Goodbye to the way we’d randomly stare into each other’s eyes for long moments, neither backing down.

Goodbye to the way I’d let you win because I was scared you’d see how I truly felt within my eyes.

So goodbye.

I don’t miss you anymore because I’m no longer the girl you knew.