Its funny how that whole time I was your center.
I was the one keeping you on the ball and paying attention,
But then you decided I wasn’t enough.
You decided I wasn’t worth your time.
And so today you posted stuff from the 3 months we were inseparable.
Not a single mention of me. I hope you feel bad.
I hope you had trouble finding pictures without me.
I hope you remember that day outside the library lying to my face.
I hope you remember that car ride where you balled and I was the strong one.
I hope you realize now, that I was something more.
I was reaching for a life far beyond where you wanted to go.
So its still awkward.
Friends saying tell her this or I haven’t seen you around.
I know its awkward for me, but I had no choice in it.
Is it awkward for you? Knowing it was your decision?
I hope so.