(2/2) Blog Post

Its funny how that whole time I was your center.

I was the one keeping you on the ball and paying attention,

But then you decided I wasn’t enough.

You decided I wasn’t worth your time.

And so today you posted stuff from the 3 months we were inseparable.

Not a single mention of me. I hope you feel bad.

I hope you had trouble finding pictures without me.

I hope you remember that day outside the library lying to my face.

I hope you remember that car ride where you balled and I was the strong one.

I hope you realize now, that I was something more.

I was reaching for a life far beyond where you wanted to go.

So its still awkward.

Friends saying tell her this or I haven’t seen you around.

I know its awkward for me, but I had no choice in it.

Is it awkward for you? Knowing it was your decision?

I hope so.