What's going on here?

What's going on here?
Well Amanda and Emily both have goals to write more. Amanda wants to write a poem and a half a day for the next year, while Emily wants to write for National Write a Novel Month (NaNoWriMo), which is usually in November, but she is going to do it from now until her mission on May 18th. Here is were you can follow us in our goals! Leave comments, encouragement, and what ever else you feel like.

Thursday, March 8, 2012

The Reality of the Situation

I’ve done things wrong before.
I’m not delusional enough to think that I haven’t.
I know I’ve done things so wrong before
But I’ve also given you everything.
I’ve never held anything back from you.
Never denied you anything you wanted.
And I’m beginning to think that its because I just gave too damn much
That made you never care about me.
I don’t want to.
I want to be delusional enough to think that I was perfect
And so were you.
That we’re just too perfect beings
Swimming through an imperfect world
Not willing to love each other perfectly
Because the rest of the world wouldn’t get to share in it.
So my little perfection
I wish I still dreamed the way I did
When the stars and the antelope grazed upon my ceiling.
But now all I see is pale white plaster
And I wish
I wish
I could stop blaming you for things that are all your fault.

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