Not Until I Die

When I die I hope I see you.

When I die I hope we hold hands again.

When I die I hope I get to speak with you.

When I die I hope you’re there.

But I don’t want to see you before then.

I know now what you tried to say that night.

I know now I can never have a piece of you

And you can never have a piece of me.

Too few pieces to trade any anyways.

So do not come to my wedding.

Do not come to my doorway.

Do not come to see me when we are aged.

No

I want to see you when I die.

I want to hold your hand again.

I want to speak you again.

I want you to be there again.

But not until I die.

Not until I die.