I’m not shy about it.
I can construct a descent sentence.
I can ramble off some science
But I’m not smart.
I don’t grapple with the big subjects on a daily basis.
I am not a genius.
No extremely talented virtuoso
I am an average smart
B’s without much effort smart.
But I want to be Smart.
My whole life I’ve been surrounded by the Smart
By the people I paled in comparison.
I thought something was wrong
Some mental handicap no one had the heart to tell me about.
But now I know I’m smart just not Smart.
I will have to work for every great achievement.
Struggle and strive to be something more than this basic level smartI just pray I have the strength to be something more than average.