I mean, I'm 21!
You'd think I'd learn to not have my happiness depend on,
people being near,
A specific person being here.
But I do!
I just so desperately want to have someone I can trust.
For some reason for me to be happy, its a must.
Someone I can see nearly every day
Who when I say "I'm just fine" they'll say "Hey!
I know thats all complete and utter bull!"
someone who can make me laugh when I'm beyond blue
Someone I can talk to.
But everyone is faraway
or busy all day
or has something more pressing to do.
No longer can I just walk out my front door
And find someone I can trust to the core
No one I can make jokes with
Or tell them made up bedtime myths
I am not scared
and it has no relation to my self worth
but I can't help but feel my soul is a little bared
When all of my friends are giving me a wide berth.
I mean is it something I did to push you away?
Did I do something cruel?
What was it? What can I say?
Maybe I'm just a fool.
A fool for depending so much upon my friends
For wishing to share my days
because when I say friends I mean to the very ends
Lets hope this is just a phase.
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